Moments of calm. Nothing left to be found. A mirror right in front of me that's where I find an empty glass reflecting the sad truth. It's telling words not to be told I need the mask

Goldenphantom
Gender: Female
Age: 21 moons
Clan: Dayclan
Rank: Immortal Council
Birthday: July 12th (Cancer)
Sexuality: Lesbian
Mate/Crush: Fia Cendrillon (honey)
Parents: Houdini x Unknown Female

Siblings: Mochi, Stitch, Lillith, Ferret, Huxley and Cricket

Kids: none
Aliases: Phantom
Alignment: Neutral Good
Image Color: #be8aed
Flower: White Clover
Theme: Beneath the Mask from Persona 5
Fearful . Kind . Ingenuine . Observant . Lonely . Creative

“Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors... Spices and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat... What then was music created for? Was it to drown out the voices of others, or the voices within ourselves? I think I know.” - Emilie Autumn

  • ● Overly Motherly
  • ● Self Depreciating
  • ● Puts others above herself constantly
  • ● Self sacrificial
  • ● Scared of hurting other's feelings
  • ● takes things too seriously
  • ● would die for frogs
  • ● desperate for affection
  • ● afraid of the future
  • ● hates being alone
  • ● she not as happy as she seems
On the surface:
A soft girl. She's not very intimidating despite being one of the taller cats in Dayclan. She's very warm, always one to strike up a conversation or keep it going. Going out of her way to make sure everyone is well cared for, she can only smile as they go off to do their own things. Sometimes, she'll help out in the nursery, patient and fun loving for the kits. She likes to come up with stories and games for the kits, or really anyone she can.

Underneath:
After a traumatizing kithood, she has extreme dependence issues. She can't stand being alone and attaches herself to others quickly yet she also has trouble asking for help. She'd rather work things out on her own, even if it takes more time. She presents a perfect mask cause she still feels like she'll be thrown away if she isn't perfect. She'll stand back and support others from the background yet desperately wants to stand with them. She'd do whatever it takes to protect those she loves, even throwing herself into the pits of hell. Tends to bottle up her feelings and disregard them by finding some busywork to do. Her fear of the future is debilitating to where she'll fight to keep things the same. Wants to change but has no idea how to without help. Also has trouble bonding with others.
Stats
Strength: ••••
Constitution: ••••
Defense: ••
Dexterity: •••
Intelligence: •••
Charisma: •••
Wisdom: ••
Willpower: •••••
Perception: ••
Luck: •
Story:
Brought to Primal Instinct by her father Houdini, Phantom-kun struggled to fit in from day 1. Naturally well dispositioned and kind, she doesn't have a mean bone in her body. Trying to make her more violent didn't work, and she was quickly changed to a punching bag. Picked on and friendless, she realizes she has no future in the League and leaves. After travelling for several days, she comes upon Dayclan with a broken leg and skinny enough to see her ribs. Found by Kasdeya, she's brought in. After being nursed back to health, Phantom-kun becomes Goldenpaw, quickly becoming extremely attached to her new family. But one day, Kasdeya and her go out on a patrol only for her to inadvertently get Kasdeya killed by a rabid fox. After dragging Kasdeya's body back to camp, she's found by glowstar, who brings her to the Moon Creek and asks if she wants to take Kas' place on Immortal Council. She agrees, but is haunted by the memories of the attack. She has trouble sleeping for several weeks. During that time, she becomes attached to a tom named Pythoncrush and better friends with her fellow council member Fia Cendrillon. Unbeknownst to her, her feelings for Fia begin to bloom but she focuses on Python more.
Relations:
Houdini (blankslate) >> ♥♡♡♡♡ / 1 || to say she does not like her dad is an understatement. while she never really thought about it, she probably blames him for her awful kithood Funk E'tan (berry) >> ♥♥♥♡♡ / 3 || she met funk as a loner, where he made a splint for her broken leg. nowadays, she still feels grateful to him and gives him dayclan information, despite knowing that it undermines glowstar's leadership and her hatred of pi

Kasdeya (xxsunlight) >> ♥♥♥♥♥ / 5 || considers kasdeya her mom and friend. she was the one golden was closest too and she wanted kas to have a better life as much as kas wanted her too. extremely grateful she brought golden to dayclan. absolutely lost it at her death

Glowstar (faith) >> ♥♥♥♥♡ / 4 || while they aren't as close as golden was to kasdeya, golden would consider her an aunt and is extremely loyal to her. she has a hard time keeping up with glow's glowisms, but tries her best

Pythoncrush (neverforgotten) >> ♥♥♥♥♡ / 4 || unsure to be honest. she's grateful to python for helping her out of the darkest time in her life. feels almost compelled to get with him so she can set down roots or help the clan in some way. but she doesn't really love him

Fia Cendrillon (honey) >> ♥♥♥♥♥ / 5 || their meetings have been brief, but once they talked more, golden quickly attached to fia. tries to help her whenever she can. also has a hard time getting fia out of her mind. she's not sure why. the update is she loves her girlfriend

Foxstar (honey) >> ♥♡♡♡♡ / 1 || knowing of foxstar's track record with other immortal council members, she stays clear of her. tends to go out of her way to avoid her
Fun Facts:
- Inspired by Nana from revue Starlight
-Loves frogs, will hop around in the rain with them
-Enjoys coming up with stories
-Mixes herbs with food to make it taste better
-Has a Signature "Heh Heh" Laugh
-Smells of sunshine and apples
-Loves to sing
Trivia:
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I can't tell you how to see me. Just a cage of bones. There's nothing inside. Will it unleash me? Burning down the walls. Is there a way for me to break?

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